Shell Wants A Baby !x: The Reason For The Blog

Well, here I am, starting a Blog, inspired by someone else who done the same thing. My reason for starting the blog is, I suppose loneliness. I am about to go through a life changing process, and the outcome can either be, that in 9 months time I will become a mum for the first time, or my heart will be broken when I am told that I didnt manage to get pregnant.

Most of my friends, either have their babies, or aren't that interested in kids at the moment. So you can't really speak to the ones who have kids, as they will never understand the process, and maybe they wont understand the desperate feeling of wanting to become a mum, as it "just happened" to them. I don't feel jealous in any way to anyone who has a kid, sometimes I will get annoyed when I hear or see people not appreciating their kids, especially when you watch The Jeremy Kyle Show. My other friends, who aren't interested in having kids of their own just now, don't really want to talk to me when I mention IVF and how I feel.

So, here I am, writing to a blog, that I may or may not share with people.

This will be my outlet for what I am going through and how I am feeling.

Although this process feels lonely, I do have my wonderful partner Campbell, who I can speak to know, and know that no matter what, he will always be here for me.

I will end the first blog here, but I am sure I will be back soon. You will soon get to realise I have a lot to say.