So, in the last couple of weeks, I started a new job in a care home which I liked, apart from some of the workers (usual bitchiness in this kind of job) and things seemed to be going well.
Then for the past few days, all I have wanted to do is cry, sleep and stay in my house. I am now signed off work with back problems, which don't help, and I don't really want to leave the house.
I don't know why I am feeling like this, there is a constant headache and the urge to cry. I am so fed up and having suicidal thoughts, not the first time in my life.
I feel like giving up and i don't know why. I feel alone and like there is no one to talk too either. No one understands ... who can blame them cos I don't even understand.
I am missing Campbell so much is hurts and hate this living apart nonsense. I cant wait for the day I move to be with him again.
I need help, and don't know where to turn to or what to do.
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