Living without Campbell is very tough, and it makes me sad everyday. I am very proud of him, getting this good job, and hes settled in really well and seems to be enjoying it.
I am sad that I don't wake up with him every day, or have to text him or tell him by phone, goodnight.
It drives me mad.
As soon as my 2ww is over, I will get stuck in with work and try and do lots of shifts to save up mega bucks, so I can move down there beside him.
I miss his company, his smile, all the cuddles that we share throughout the day, or watching tv together. I miss all these wee small things.
I need to think positive though, my treatment will work, I will be pregnant, and I will be moving down there as soon as possible.
Positive thoughts are what I need to do. Gonna ready up on meditation and ways of de stressing and try doing this every night leading up to my Transfer. I am so excited waiting for it to come.
Tuesday the 24th is my Ultrasound :)
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