January 1st 2012!

Its January !!!! 

Which means I should say:

Had a really lovely evening with Campbell last night, as we waited on the bells. Sat and gabbed away, watching something on the TV that made us laugh too much.

When the bells came, it was lovely. I felt really emotional, but in a good way. 

Well, Saturday is only 6 days away now and that will be our first appointment with our IVF treatment. I cant wait. 

Time to stop dreaming, and start believing now.

Problems?

Well its September, and if are on schedule, our IVF should begin in October. Well .... my period for this month hasn't turned up. Its now about 6/7 weeks since I had a period. Hope its not stress, being back at college, worrying about the IVF, etc. 

Its getting really exciting, and scary for us now. We are so close to being able to have a shot at making a baby. It would be the most amazing thing we could ever do, EVER! I feel like I have always wanted to become a mum. And the thought that its getting so close makes me so happy. I am staying very positive, and hope that things will work out like we want.

Just waiting for the day that letter arrives and tells us our appointment!! 

 
Fingers and toes crossed that letter comes soon :) x